I'm Sorry BFF (written: 1/11/09)

You promised me that you would never leave

You never lied so I still believe

You said you loved me and I broke your heart

I heard you cry as it ripped you apart

I did everything to deny our fate

But now that I love you it's to late

You were my angel sent from God up above

To let me know how it feels to be loved

At night I wait for you to call on the phone

But then I remember that you're not home

I know that you're in a better place

I can't wait for the day I will see your face

For so long I kept my feelings inside

When I said I didn't love you...I lied.

Family

The beat of our hearts are in sync

The blood in our veins is our link

Always there to catch me when i fall

Someone who will love me through it all

When my heart needs mending you make the suture

We have the same past though we rule the future

Our love is eternal and there is no end

Your my brother, my sister, more than a friend

Despite what you are told, it is not impossible to find your way back when you have reached the point of no return...Life is full of second chances, you just have to be humble enough to notice them...and if you are lucky enough to be given a second chance take advantage, life is too short to wait for another...It is hard to not be discouraged when you feel as though you have wondered so far off the path that there is no way you can find your way back...When you feel nothing but shame and can no longer recognize the person in the mirror...When your trials weigh you down to your knees...you are in the perfect position to pray...

Kiss of a Rose

The smell of a rose though it may be sweet

Just like Love can knock you off your feet

Hidden behind the great beauty that it shows

Its thorns can hurt you but no one knows

Not until you are pricked will you feel the pain

Even though it hurts its beauty is the same

You try to reach it and that's when you start to bleed

Though it hurts you still try but you still cant succeed

Just like love is this rose that we want to attain

Will hurt you and make you bleed but we cant abstain.

Original Posted 3/12/2007 5:46 PM

I Play No Games

My heart is not a toy and love is not a game

So stop trying to play me before i put your game to shame

You think you know all about me and that your drama is from me

But i'll have to teach you a lesson if you wont let me be

I'll tell everyone i your secrets that you cant cover up with lies

I'll tell your boys i broke up with you because you're into guys

I'll take back all I gave you and what you gave me is mine

Because when I'm without you i get by just fine

I'm through with all your whining and it is plain to see

That you will never make it now that you're not with me

Original written: November 18, 2006

Stay Up

LIFE CAN BE HARD AND THE ROAD MAY BE LONG,

BUT YOU CAN STILL MAKE IT IF YOU STAY STRONG.

THERES IS NO GIVING UP AND NO TURNING BACK,

IF YOU DONT TRY YOU'LL FAIL AND THATS A FACT.

NO CRYING OR WHINING CAN HELP YOU GET THROUGH IT,

IF YOU STAY STRONG THERE AINT NOTHING TO IT.

HEARTBROKEN AND IN PAIN WITH NOTHING TO LOSE,

YOU THINK YOU GOT IT BAD? GO WATCH THE NEWS.

IF YOU THINK YOURE THE ONLY ONE WITH A TOUGH LIFE,

THERE'S MORE PEOPLE GOING THROUGH PAIN AND STRIFE.

STOP FEELING SORRY FOR URSELF SAYING YOU DONT WANT TO LIVE,

REMEMBER GOD GAVE YOU YOUR LIFE AND HE HAS MORE TO GIVE.

NO REASON TO BE SELFISH AND TRY TO RUN AWAY,

TOMMORROW HOLDS A NEW BEGINING AND A NEW DAY.

SO PLEASE KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND STAND UP TALL,

CUZ IF YOU DONT TRY YOU'LL GAIN NOTHING AT ALL.

original: February 02, 2007 1:37 PM