I never thought I would leave California let alone move to Utah. Once I graduated in May I felt like there was nothing left for me in California. Out of state seemed to be the only option in order to continue with my education on the path on which I desired to travel. Moving up here seemed so easy until I had to say goodbye to my best friends and family. I feel like I'm going to miss out on so much now that I am hundreds of miles away. I always liked being by myself and having my alone time...But in a city that is unfamiliar and without anyone I know close by the thought of calling this my home seems illogical. My emotions are a jumbled mess entangled with fear, excitement, anxiety, happiness, relief and sorrow. The endless possibilities that are presented now will lead my life in so many different paths towards the direction I want to go. Now it is time for me to pick the best. I feel like I have much growing up to do and this is the perfect way to do it.
